When we decided to go for this trip, friends, acquaintances, relatives, have all focused on "our courage" in giving up all our " brave choice "in deciding to leave the safety el'agiatezza a good salary, two houses, an 'auto and more.
Every time I thought their words could fully capture the sense they wanted to convey with the adjective "courageous." Yes, I said to myself, not 'all do what we're doing. It takes courage, sleeping on the stomach and also a certain amount of "Lightness of Being" to do so.
Only now I understand why the 'I agree with the definition of "courageous" attributed to me: I was okay' cause deep down in me was a certain amount of fear. In fact, I could say so much fear in the face of what, who has heard me speak so carefree my departure for the "world", he could think of me a few months ago.
As with every element of ' universe, according to the law (and not just inkaica) dualistic cosmic balance, there 'need to compensate for that opposite poles: and so' important that you alternate the sun the moon, the night the day, the man woman and so 'the courage of fear.
I was afraid.
Objectively speaking we are afraid of everything and we are afraid 'cause "we", meaning to have. And the more 'we have more' we are afraid of losing. Many of us are so 'even with the people they love. Say they love them immensely, but their not 'love,' ownership and possession basically stems from the fear (Again) of losing a loved one in this case. Who really loves, so 'as those who actually live, not afraid of losing anyone or anything. Simply cover the loss as one of the possibilities', roads that life can 'in store for us and lives knowing that eventually happens' what' that needs to happen, what 'that's the journey, our own path. And that will 'exactly the time that you do not lose' anything and anyone! Why '? 'Cause when the world knows your fears, puts you in front of them to overcome them and if you're not afraid, there's' nothing to lose, nothing that should overcome the pain of loss.
This should help us to understand that the less "own", unless we are afraid of losing things and or people. If we have nothing to lose, we're not afraid.
far (okay with my friends, relatives, acquaintances), I always thought to be a pretty brave person, I have often made choices that others would not have done, said things that others would not have said, took other roads would not take. When I have attached the adjective "brave", I was quite okay with people who have given me. Yes, I said to myself, I just drop everything in the liver. When
we started I was afraid. To discover that I was wrong, back in Italy, to begin a life who knows' where to start from scratch.
The world where I come from, and 'a world of storage, storage for ostentation. It is therefore normal to be afraid of losing as it was' surrounded by things that we could lose.
few months have passed since our departure, and many things have changed. The place where most 'have changed and' inside me.
No, no and 'Treaty of courage, and' treatment of a power of conscience, of a fruitful self-analysis, of profound introspection, awareness of me. And you 'comes to watching (sometimes painfully) in to take note of the fact that I was doing everything except life. So do not call it courage but simply want to feel alive. Not to let die in a life that is not '"your personal legend" as he says Coehlo.
"That 's what you always wanted to do. All in early youth, they know what their personal legend. In that period of life everything is clear, everything is possible, and men are not afraid to dream and wish all you want to see do in life. But then, gradually as time passes, a mysterious force begins groped to demonstrate that it is impossible to achieve the personal law.
are the forces that seem negative, but really teach you to realize your Personal Legend. Prepare your spirit and your will. Because there is a great truth on this planet: whoever you are or whatever you do, when you want something with a will, it is because this desire is born in the soul of the universe. That thing is your mission on Earth. "
5 months ago, the real question to which I could not give response was "what you earn against what 'you leave?" Then, five months ago, I knew I won the gift more' great freedom ', the non-possession and therefore not afraid to lose. I won the world, the beauty of creation, the energy of things, the smile of people, the love that unites us with all this, I enrich daily.
Today I no longer 'afraid. And I also know that it is not even brave. Just me with my life and the way I see it: life for me and 'freedom' and when you're free, they are not 'brave it' scary.
're just the freedom to create Your personal legend. Whatever it is.
Melissa
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